The Journey to the Center of my Hole

Sitting here in this ol' familiar place
Nothings changed except the strain on my face
The room is quiet as the hot air starts to blow
My body's getting warmer but the seat still feels cold
My mind wanders to another place
Time has no meaning - I'm stuck in this space
I hear your footsteps please don't knock on the door
This job is taking longer than I thought
I'm on a journey to the center of my hole
How much longer will I be trapped in this place?
I'm feeling helpless as the sweat pours down my face
muscles tighten as the size starts to grow
It's bigger than expected
I should of learned from before
I guess some things just don't agree
It's something I can plainly see
The clock keeps ticking
I'm already late
This job is taking longer than I thought
I'm on the journey to the center of my hole
God help me
Won't you help me please
End this journey
Won't you set me free??
I've paid my sentence but committed no crime
End this journey before I lose my mind