sad to see it go

i used to think
it was everyone else

that was missing something
but i think now

that i'm the one
who's missing out

on all the fun
that i thought i was having

the burden

i see the end and it saddens me

this is something that shouldn't have happened

i could have stopped it

i SHOULD have stopped it

but i let myself get in the way

next time, i need to leave myself

and let the body do what the mind

is afraid of

i wouldn't think of the consequences

but as of now

i can't stop thinking about what could have been

i'm fine the way i am

i would never want to be a god.

it must be difficult being omnipresent

and omniscient

when not everyone cares about you.

what?

when all the words come out

they fail me

struggling

leads to clarity

pass the water

okcupid

it was a cold evening

when i became

the man

i am today

help

just something

anything

oh no

i didn't mean to

it just

happened