I am not a fat girl.
if I ever was one.
and I experience this revelation as a loss.
rachel, it's just really a question of how far you'll let yourself go.
if you are ever to be a good shape it will be because you are doing something different, because
you are more willful than
could not ever imagine holding my head up while yielding to this change.
now that you've got a nice body
fuck you even more. between what two days would you draw that line?
there has been no catagorical... just plotting away at bettering.
and I am not categorically...
if I ever was anything but that.
lets go.
sleep off those late night worries
that something has gotten lost along the way.
