occasion

occasionally think about ex girlfriend
this no longer tortures but raises
dilemma, why still think about
despite obvious distance of time
place, feelings, and knowledge?

but it's been
uh long time since
"tilt the screen
down" in tha motel six
an emotional scene,
an sum postcoital netflix
damn gurl —
sometimes i see
yur yuppie brooklyn twin
on OKC—
okay, see, this silly drama
is no longer a song
not a piece of art anymore
guess i done wrong with this
confessional shit, bitch,
yeah i called ya a bitch
why? lemme write a list
a gullible twist,
a twisted switch
ah, man did i miss
her? NAH son
that was just a
shameful sitch

but i rememba
just yesterday
a stream of pearlescent fluid
beading off my elbow
dayum