baby wants to fuck

everything you need is at your fingertips
hi uh i ate 3 week old mr. french toast
hi uh i ate 3 week old mr. spanish omelette
daniel is inducing vomiting again
alone in a triangle house, this tangle
of thorns cum electronics instructor,
hoaxer, fantastic sublimator,
and a liar, lost in california,
trying to fill the days with content
or contentedness

mom is a doctor,
which means when she says, "induce vomiting!"
it means it's okay,
that i don't have an eating disorder

this is something i tell myself as i stare at my pot belly,
which, you, you, you, and you once told me was endearing